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  1. Visions

    IMG_0477A vision is a seeing of the future, powerful enough to help create that future. Envision what could be with me that we might re-create what is.

    I see a city that would welcome the homeless as neighbors and equal citizens

    I see a city that would create space for everyone to live, without harassment, without fear.

    I see a time when parents would no longer use the poor as a warning against laziness, but use their teaching time to spread compassion.

    I see green spaces where the poor may sleep and the housed move freely among them, without fear, without anger.

    I see a place where those who cannot be hired can work and be paid in a balance between their ability an their liability.

    I see a time when no one is measured by the size of their paycheck, or the value they give an employer, but by the beauty they create and the depth of compassion they show.

    I see a county that places people before property, that puts need before power, equality before class prejudice.

    I envision a place that will first ask, “what do you need?” before, “This is what we will do.”  An elected body who has lived with the poorest so that they might truly represent all the citizens and not just a select group.

    I envision a law enforcement that stirs respect and not fear. Officers who will only respond to crimes, not whines concerning people they refuse to understand.

    I see a city where the highways are used to bring food to the hungry, warmth for the cold, shelter for the wet, bathrooms and showers for those who lack hygiene.  I see a government who will freely provide this, because their citizens are in need, and for no other reason.

    I speak into being a community that loves, that provides, that does not hold to an arbitrary distinction of “deserving” and “undeserving” but is generous because they want to be known to the world as a place of giving and grace.

  2. Disability

    GodzillaYou have a work history, but something went terribly wrong. Perhaps it’s nothing physical, but you are no longer able to function. You do all you can to fix it, but you end up on the street anyway. You hear from someone to apply for disability. You apply. You are denied.

    Then someone tells you that everyone is denied disability at first, so you appeal. You get a lawyer– if they take your case it’s likely you will win your appeal. They put you through a psych evaluation, they gather up witnesses, the look at your work history. After three years, you get your day in court.

    The judge is kind, but he has his business to do. He listens to your supporters, perhaps a friend or two. They all say the same thing: “Can’t function” “Can’t work with others” “Can’t be on time”… Failure, failure, failure. You hold your head high, not listening, not believing, because you can’t accept that this is you.

    But the judge believes the reports, the testimony. He approves your disability. After the trial, when you are alone, you weep, because now it is legally proved what you had heard from those who never believed in you: you are worthless.

    After a number of months you get the money. You get an apartment. You escape some of the dreadful, deadening stress. And you realize you can do something with your life. You volunteer, you do something positive in your life. You spend the rest of your life disproving what was spoken about in that room.

  3. Three Reasons for Poverty?

    This is a guest post by Nigel Branken, who, with his family, ministers to the poor in South Africa.  He speaks out against the continuing prejudice against the coloreds in that country, and lives out his convictions by assisting people and helping them through the courts.  

    Nigel offers us some great wisdom:

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    3 arguments that I constantly hear about the reasons people are poor…

    1. People are poor because they are stupid;
    2. People are poor because they are lazy;
    3. People are poor because there is just not enough in the world for everyone.

    You hear it presented like this…

    1. The solution to poverty is education,
    2. If people work harder they can break out of poverty
    3. If we want to deal with poverty we need to grow the economy mostly through entrepreneurship and job creation.

    While all of the above, education, hard work, entrepreneurship, job creation and economic growth are all good and help in some way, these arguments ignore and sustain the main reasons we have such obscene levels of poverty namely the greed of the ultra rich, their success being dependent on an exploitable work force, together with all of our combined apathy and acceptance of the status quo.

    Not having an education is used as a justification to exploit people and pay them less than what is required to live with any dignity. “If they were more educated they would be paid higher wages” is just another way of saying “I have employed you because I can get you at a super cheap price and make massive profits from you.”

    The hardest working people I know are the poorest. They work long hours for 6/7 days a week while never being able to afford a holiday. Their companies strictly control and limit their lunch and tea breaks. They are kept at maximum production levels on the brink of exhaustion for as long as they can be productive and are often churned out and replaced as soon as their productiveness ceases to be helpful.

    Growth in the economy hardly ever translates into a reduction in poverty as most new wealth goes to the already rich. This is why inequality globally is growing not shrinking. The ultra rich keep taking more and using that more to demand more from the poor. Job creation programmes which pay minimum wages hardly ever translate into a real reduction in poverty. Entrepreneurship, despite being spoken of as a solution is also not encouraged in reality. The rich do not really want the poor to start their own businesses. Limited access to capital and excessive regulations at the entry level normally provide sufficient barriers to entry so the majority are kept without an escape route from poverty, thereby maintaining an available exploitable work force for the ultra rich.

    If you look at the ultra rich, it is hardly ever their hard work, education or the growth of the economy that has led to their riches. Their riches are normally built on the backs of the poor. They are dependent on the poor. In addition, the rules are stacked in their favor and there is also a combination of luck, opportunity, and connectedness.

    Perhaps the most revealing reason these arguments are used is because they require nothing or very little from the ultra rich. The responsibility for poverty is placed in the hands of government or the exploited themselves.

    When you suggest that perhaps there could be a little more even distribution of profits you are labelled a communist, a socialist, a leftie or a liberal. You are told that only free market capitalism works despite the fact that there is very little freedom in the markets. The rules favor those who have already made it.

    No current political party will be able to deliver the change we need. Most political parties have already been captured by the ultra wealthy. Our governments have already mostly been bough and act in the interests of a few. We are already mostly oligarchies. The change which is required will take a grassroots movement of active citizens who are not only fed up with the status quo, but also prepared to work for change.

    If we are going to move towards a more just world, we need to dream while we are awake and actively pursue our dream by demonstrating it is possible around us and advocating for structural change.

    Here is my starting statement towards the world we as a family dream of… Perhaps you can add yours below…

    “We are a rather ordinary family doing some extraordinary things. We believe as Christians that God is extremely concerned with the brokenness in our city and nation and that He has called each one of us to get involved in making a difference. To bring change, we need to see the future, prepare for the future and then become the future… or in the words of Ghandi “we must become the change we want to see in the world”.

    We want to see a world in which the rich do not tolerate extreme poverty and inequality. We want to see many people actually laying down their lives of comfort and convenience for the sake of bettering the lives of others. Seeing people freed from poverty, inequality, racism and exploitation is more important than fulfilling our lust for more things! We want to be part of a society in which people are valued more than things. We want to see the god of consumerism in South Africa bowing it’s knee to a love motivated revolution which results in freedom from oppression and exploitation. We want to see this for all people, regardless of class, citizenship, race or religion.

    We dream of equality in every sector of society. We believe that if the education system is not OK for a rich kid, it is not OK for a poor kid. The same goes with healthcare, housing, security. The same goes for rural kids and inner city kids. The same for black kids and white kids. We are not more valuable than the least valued in our society. We are doing our lives in a new way.

    We are going to live our dream and see this reality briefly described above happening around us. We hope others will join us and this will happen around them too. Who knows, very soon, the world can be a different place!

  4. Kindness Creates Kindness

    ChocolatI note that there are many, many people who fear the homeless. This is because they don’t recognize that the homeless are their neighbors. Sure, we have some irritating neighbors, even bad ones, but as long as we are polite to our neighbors, they will be polite to us. If we are kind to them, they will be kind to us. Here’s some ideas to be a neighbor to the homeless:

    • If you see a new homeless person in your neighborhood, offer them a cup of coffee
    • Ask them how they are doing each time you see them
    • Talk about neighborhood issues—traffic, local news, new buildings, etc.
    • If they look unhappy, ask them why
    • If you have an issue with them (trash, perhaps), go and talk to them. Don’t force the police to mediate for you.
    • Once you get to know them, and are comfortable, invite them to dinner. It’s fun!
    • If they offer you food or help, please take it. It gives them respect, and you might very well need the help.
  5. Beyond Endurance

    HammeredWhen I am exhausted and I cannot endure

    a moment’s more compassion,

    a moment’s more mercy,

    a moment’s more sacrifice,

    somehow,

    I find a moment more.

    That must come from God,

    for I have often come to the end of myself.

    Only God is found

    where there is nothing left.

  6. Tough Love

    homelessness-in-portland-b1eb608b741f1656Marcine grew up abused by her father. She left home early, got a job and worked hard. Someone had lied about her and so she lost that job. The stress of her life was too overwhelming, so she sat in her apartment, unable to seek another job. “They won’t hire me because I was fired from my last job.” Soon she was evicted. She wouldn’t go home to her father, so she was homeless.

    She went to a local church and obtained a tent, a sleeping bag and a tarp. A homeless man showed her a safe place to stay. She didn’t feel safe, so she got a boyfriend who would protect her. After a while, when his trauma showed through, he would beat her. She left him with her tent and sleeping bag, leaving her only with a blanket.

    She slept in a park, under a bench. She stayed there all day except when there was a meal going on. She had no energy to do anything. A neighbor found her and said, “You are so lazy! Look at the trash under the bench! Get up and find a job!” She rolled over and stayed under the table.
    The first neighbor told a second that there was a homeless person under the park table. The second said, “But there are children that play in that park! Homeless people use drugs! And are thieves! This person is dangerous!” And they called the police.

    The police came over and looked at her under the table. There wasn’t much trash there, just a small pile. There were no needles, and one empty beer can. But she couldn’t stay there. “This is a park. You aren’t allowed to stay here.” She was so exhausted, she ignored him. “Ma’am, you will have to leave. Now.” She just laid there. “If you don’t get up, I’ll have no choice but to arrest you.” In the end, that’s what he did. Arrested her for trespassing on city property. As he was driving her in, he said, “I hope this teaches you a lesson. You are a good girl. You just need some tough love.”

    Ninety-five percent of all homeless men have experienced trauma and PTSD. One hundred percent of all homeless women have experienced trauma. The homeless have experienced enough tough love. They need solutions.

    Marcine isn’t a real person, but all that happened to her really happened to homeless people I know.

  7. Balancing

    Tim BassTim was an alcoholic, but through support and a job he stopped drinking. He lost his job and ended up on the street, but he determined that he wouldn’t go back to alcohol as a “solution” to his problems. His friends all drank, and constantly offered him some, but he refused.

    One day, he was in a park and he saw his sister with her children playing by the swings. He walked away from his homeless friends and waved at her, giving her his sweet smile. She saw Tim, immediately gathered up his niece and nephew, and walked quickly to her car, leaving before he could catch up to them. Tim walked back to his alcoholic friend, pointed at his bottle of vodka and said, “Here, give me that,” and drank it all down.

    As Tim drank for years after that, his health deteriorated severely. His blood pressure was so high that doctors were stunned that he was still alive. He would spend a week at a time in the hospital. To save his life, a pastor friend of his asked him to stay in his house. Tim wasn’t sure that he wanted to, because he knew that to live in the pastor’s house was to stop drinking and he wasn’t sure he was ready to. But his homeless friends encouraged him, even demanded that he stay in the house. No one wanted him to die on the streets.

    Tim agreed. He moved in, traded his beer for Mountain Dew, and he regained his health. He volunteered at the church and encouraged his friends. He relapsed a few times, but he remained sober until he died three years later of his heart giving out.

    Life is a balancing act. Some are acrobats and can balance on their own. Most of us need friends and supporters to hold our hands in order to keep our balance.

  8. Embezzlement

    Cloudy“Recently, an attorney at Debt Masters, a local collection agency, found out that one of his managers was cheating the business. Of course, the manager was fired, but he was given to the end of the day when he would be given his final check.

    “The manager considered quickly, recognizing that he would soon be without a job and homeless, because it would be difficult for him to find another job. He refused to live on the streets, so he quickly came up with a plan.

    “He looked up all his clients who were living in Portland and gave them a call. His conversation went like this:

    “‘Hi! This is Jed from Debt Masters and I have good news! The company is cutting your debt in half! The only requirement is this: The company may ask you to house a clean, polite man for a week sometime in the future. If you agree to this we can take thousands off of our debt!'”

    “Although some hesitated, most leaped at the opportunity to reduce their bill. The attorney who supervised him found out about his scheme and he couldn’t help but shake his head in admiration at the manager’s ingenuity, so he gave him a job in his law office instead.

    “Even so,” said Jesus at the end of his story, “have ingenuity like this manager. If you have resources or money, give it to people who act mercifully to the poor so they will reserve a room for you in heaven. Some of you will never get there otherwise.”

    -Luke 16:1-9 (SKV) (really, if you know your Bible, look it up, that’s what he said!)

  9. Good Friday

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    Joey Velasco’s Crucifixion

    Today is the day that the church celebrates the death of Jesus.  The death of forgiveness, the death that established a new nation, so that we need no longer live under the oppressions of this world.

    Why was Jesus sentenced to die?

    He didn’t die at the hand of Pharisees or at the hand of other enemies in Galilee.  He was killed by the elders and the High Priest, who used their political savvy to get him killed, even crucified like one who is no longer to be counted on the roster of world citizens.

    Why did they kill him?

    They killed him because he declared himself to be greater than the High Priest, and greater than the emperor of the world, Caesar himself.

    They killed him because he threatened the religious establishment on which they depended.

    They killed him because he stood with the second-rate citizens, demanding that they be treated as equals.

    They killed him because he denied any laws or statutes or rituals that were in opposition to love.

     

    I pray that we would be so wise, so brave, so forthright to stand for these principles, although we are derided, stripped of our authority, made vulnerable, arrested and even killed.  Because although we may make ourselves an enemy of the powers of the world, we are better off being an imitator of Jesus.

  10. God’s Leading

    I have a friend who used to huff methylene when he was on the street and it messed up his mind some. He told me that he used a bit after he met me, but he soon quit. I was glad he had stopped, because it was keeping him from God. He told me that even when he was using, God was still directing him and helping him. I shook my string theoryhead. He asked me, “Do you believe that God was with me, even in my addiction?”

    I thought about him losing his mother who meant everything to him. I thought about him spending his childhood and youth in various forms of prisons, because he was emotionally unstable. I thought about his marriage, which ended with him completely losing contact with his four sons. I thought about him feeling that he was forced to leave his community because he was attacked by his ex-wife’s religion.

    I am sure that he made a lot of mistakes. Sometimes horrible ones. But he lived a life of trauma. And he had more to learn to survive than I ever did. He learned to ride on his bike hundreds of miles just to get his mind right. He learned to read the Bible and take notes, finding truth. He learned to live with others and to calmly work through his problems. It took him a long time. I realized that I had no right to question how a person works through their trauma. Especially when they were in a better place.

    In response, I nodded my head and said, “I am sure God was with you every step of the way. Talking to you. Helping you get to this place.”

    Since then, he got in contact with all four of his sons and his family, and they all love him.

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